todae is a abit suay dae
early morning see mdm hue liaoz
den aft tt my cello problematic again and took me along time to xiu
new pu means muz prac and my finger damn pain
den plae bball and i nv jin anithing at all
can't rmb the last time i nv jin jiu le
but the bball damn funny lahz
got chinatown also
and jana and sy and jeremy got things nv tell me de
but nvm.... xi guan jiu hao

my mind is in a state of confusion
shld a person change for the seek of her friends or allow the friends to noe the real u n not the hidden mask???
sometimes human are weird and they nv noe their tt no one is perfect
wad will happen when weiling stop talking for a dae???

my bro is siao lahz
he has been playing yangce songs non stop lorx
3songs for 4h
now i can dao bei ru liu le
he is crazy abt her le....
but at least now i noe he is not straight...
haha

thinking of u at
11:13 pm



How stupid can a person be???
i don tink they can be as stupid as me
i have online for 4h
and juz becoz at first i cannot get into the nrp webbie as i forget its address
i did not pursue the matter till 1203
and i realise i miss the registration by a few min
juz becoz i miss the teacher toking
i tink this is fate bahz.....
maybe i am not destined to do any research in my life......

thinking of u at
12:17 am



hmm...
decided to update my long no touch links
sa ppl might find the colour farmiliar
actually have problem trying to classified some ppl
who seemed to cross but i tink i bring u all to the highest lvl bahz
also get rid of the irritating pop-ups
and the snow
so now it is plain and simple
like me le
haha
got to sleep le
nitez

thinking of u at
11:24 pm



omg...
todae is my suay dae...
and onli mine lahz....
first is arrive at skl too early to pass sy her file
my precious sleep
den is my physics dono how to do
den worse still
drink bubble tea also can have yi wai
and my shirt got brown stain lahz
den kana caught my mdm hue to waer tt pink thingy
den keep on kana called by her
hey... i said b4 not wanting to be in com de
but i got a bu xiang de yu gan
oh no
todae me jian fei lahz
nv eat much den gastric again
shit... muz go see doc le
okie... go watch ai qing mo fa shi le...

thinking of u at
9:08 pm



wth....
this two dae i damn suay all thx to jana....
coz she saw jasmine and jia xin xin....
oh maybe i had someone who ke me tt's y i so suay

let me summarise....
yest i was like sneezing like hell
so during gp i was holding my precious tissue
N checking all the bombastic workds my gp teacher use
and she suddenly call out my name and jana's to ask wad we are doin
jana is lookinh at her wallet
den she scold me and sae i am not paying attention
bloody idiot lorx
i am so angry tt i feel like shooting her back
but since i am so sick i decided to ren zhu
but if she do this again i will make sure she throw me out of the class
and best to send me to GO
see how i am goin to complain to the principal den
if i am in her gp class again
either i change skl or class lorx
so damn angry
aft tt not so suay except for the food thing
and i tink jana worse since she got the costume thingy

den todae
me happy happy go find uniform
buy liaoz go makan
and jana sae she wanted to eat lor mee lorx
muchaha
den we pei sy to buy string
and we saw mdm hue
so have to find costume with her and be her "model" lorx
suay jiu shi suay
haiz
dowan to study for tmr physics
nv fail ani subj other than a-maths
so muz try den i will improve in bio
muchaha
bye~~

thinking of u at
9:12 pm



hmm....
todae and yest are veri funny days
coz jana have been behaving veri abnomally
yu wu lun ci to be exact
and the shuang J lian thingy
hehe

sian lorx...
like now start to go for all lectures and tutorials
do hw
den still got this and that
haiz...
feel tt sad life is back again le....
nth to sae le....
go read storybook liaoz...
bye~~

thinking of u at
6:13 pm



hmm....

seems like this is a apologising entry
recently i got so mani things to tink and wry abt
tt my eq seemed to juz drop and i did things to rush le

first apology to ice: sorry for trying to test u by exaggerating facts
2nd apology to jana: sry for the loud voice... sry for the comments i made...sry for not goin on fri

haiz... so still got who wanna tell me the things i did wrong the pass few days
i seemed to be so si bai
aniwae i now filling up the form for nanyang research programme
anione goin for it too???
i dowan to be stuck with foreign scholars lehz
but i won get in aniwae...
juz tian shuang de

oh ya...
so yest co and i seems to have improve aft so long le
den eat at mac
veri qiao tt kenneth(j5) knew my cousin sia
den we went back skl to get things
but the meeting is still goin on so we plae gu zheng
quite fun sia

to kityeng: coz co is fun in jc level... SACO rox!!!!
to st: ya... i noe tt name is damn funny... hey pr in sa is damn fun lorx... yay!!!

thinking of u at
1:01 pm



hmm

sae wed first....
eh went bugis and i bought a two way function bag...
haha... it is nice and rich stop saeing it is ugly!!!
den went co but nv prac much coz i haven try the song myself...
i muz learn myself den da zu and i will be good le

thurs we got veri funny pe lesson lorx
we plae softball and i got hit the ball
jana damn heng coz everytime the throw vall ppl will hit her
and there is cou b/w lincoln and jian ming now
due to the catch ball b4 touch ground rule
muchaha
den we watch ppl pe also
and went toa payoh to buy ding qing xing wu

todae got co and i pract 4 songs liaoz
went to the briefing for nanyang research program
BUT out of 37 ppl onli 4 locals lorx
exclude rich
and i tink his friend sounds like moaning mytle
the ghost tt crush harry
i can imagaine her saeing "harryyyyy"
muchaha
wondering shld i go.......

i am supposed to sae abt the anti-jeremy thingy goin b/w jana and sy
they 2 simply dislike him more and more
and keep on complaining on him
everydae also JEREMY SUX lorx....
haiz... dono wad to sae
though he reallie look veri xiong at times
but i tink he accidentally de zui them all wed bahz
i am not on the crime of scene so dono wad happen
hope they he hao ru chu aft tonite coz i dowan to be middle man

todae on the way to buy bubble tea
they wanna help me qu a christian name so they try and try
in the end jana want me to call rose
and rich wan lily
so conclusion is rose+lily= roselily
lame shit and damn nan ting lorx so u 3 don call me tt or else i will kill ppl sia

thinking of u at
8:36 pm



hmm
aft so much tinking and fate and parents and friends toking
i finally register le
so proud of myself due to 3 things

1) i realise i am a very good friend who gave ppl advices and tell them wad i noe, weigh the pros and cons with them... not like some other.. i qiu jiu also like heck heck de.... anyone also noe u wanna go wad skl go lahz... but if this world allow us to make wadever choice we want it will be so peaceful liaoz.....

2) i finally can decide on wad skl to go aft sitting down by myself and weigh and cry and struggle.... ya... i will go for wad i want de liaoz.... i noe tt maybe becoz of this i might lose some things in the end... but since i believe in living for now den choose wad i want bahz... i don believe in regreting any decision tt i make coz i always weigh them and the lady of luck always come find me de so i will go through wadever obstacle i might face....

3) some stupid idea i tink of to test someone but it is so stupid tt i tink so ming xian and so xia suay... yet i am proud of it.... so stupid... but i am stupid aniway... sha ren you sha fu or else y i am dumbell

aniwae... this are my choices

1 -30S ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (ST ANDREW'S JUNIOR COLLEGE)
2 -25S JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE)
3 -N67 MASS COMMUNICATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
4 -S55 TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
5 - S67 OPTOMETRY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
6 - S98 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
7 -N73 PHARMACY (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
8 -N70 CHINESE STUDIES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
9 -T18 DIPLOMA IN CULINARY & CATERING MANAGEMENT (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
10 -S58 BIOENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
11 -N66 EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
12 -S56 GAMES DESIGN AND DEVELOPMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)

my choices damn cool horx!!!! actually dowan to put jj de but my mum insist... humpz

p.s: tt idiot who keep on use my nick and tag on leave's blog pls stop plaeing le... so idiotic u like asking myself who u are lorx!!!!!!

thinking of u at
9:21 pm



todae is a hectic dae
730 have to wake up den pia to potong pasir meet cy
den we walk walk lorx

aft tt went to meet hui they all
wanna try da bus but da bai wu long
so in the end veri late
den we eat and tok abit
chiong to jp again

watch I not stupid too
reallie show tt make u laugh and cry
show the reality of s'pore life
and the two gal tt sit beside me cry till like shit
me cry enough le so not as cham
haha
den walk walk go home lorx
haiz

aniwae

Happy Valentine to those who have stead and those who are single
lonely can also be happy de wad
see me lahz
haha
bye muz bao ming le

thinking of u at
9:10 pm



todae go ice skating
leg pain coz jiu shang fu fa
but overall quite fun coz can see jana fall 7times
haha
den eat and i am always the slowest
play pool and
i veri li hai todae but got a dai suay wo de partner so nv win
haha
den go library and popular
wad is so qian is tt we keep on seeing wh
he seems to be following us lorx

actually juz now i online den make my choice den press submit le
AND I PUT SA FIRST
BUT
the com sae i logout le coz too long liaoz
den suddenly shiyun called me
and told me tt her mon wants her to go HCI lorx
so me now have to wait for her to zuo jue ding
izzit god's will not to let me go sa tt's y got so mani obstacle huhz...
omg lorx
hope i can successfully register tmr!!!

thinking of u at
9:59 pm



hmm...
first i muz apologize for my damn-ing actions yest morning
but i reallie lose control of all the things i ren the previous nite
and when i see sy cry it juz came out
SORRY

now i still tinking abt wad skl to go
yest my dad nv tok abt it which is a good sign
but actually i myself also struggling
i mean i noe njc is a good skl
and goin in means tt nxt time betta in interviews lahz
but yet i cannot cope with the mugging and stress
i mean i cannot work well under stress de

heck lahz...
by wed den sae and see sy lorx
but i 90% wanna stay at sa de lorx
sianz

thinking of u at
3:11 pm



todae alot of ppl nv come skl
and i also dono i come for wad
as i pon gp and physics lecture and stay in library to read Idiots-psycology
but got the assembly which spur me up!!!!

aniwae todae get back result
a thought tt i almost forgotten aniwae
i am unusually calm and tt makes me eriee
den see the statistic by foo my heart started pumping like mad
and queue up for result which i tink is quite stupid aniwae
stupid me abit siao when get result lorx
coz i saw a A2 in the first column and i am like is this my paper
coz the subj is Eng lorx
den i count count 8 points
i am like "OMG!!! is this mine???"
tears started flowing out uncontrollably

this is my result:
Eng-- A2 ( Ang moh can appreciate my argumantative essay, letter and compre... muchaha)
E-maths-- A2
Combined humanities-- A1
Biology-- A1
Chemistry-- A1
Chinese-- A1
A-maths-- B3 (so happy since i fail for prelim wad)
Physics-- B3 ( Mr pandian, i felt really sry and i am sure it is becoz of my screw up prac)

now considering wad skl to go...
wad the...
finally decided wad subj to take le now had to see wad skl to go...
damn irritating lorx!!!

Congrats to all those who did well
and for those who never don give up and pia for As which reallie decide ur future!!!

thinking of u at
10:33 pm



omg...
in less than 24h i am goin to get the paper of the year
my results!!!
omg omg omg
wad am i feeling now???
4yrs ago when i get my PSLE result...
i had a nightmare and i feel juz abit scare when i reach skl
but now....
i dono wad am i feeling
am i too numb or izzit juz not the time
maybe tmr when i step into nhhs, i will feel the fear tt is within me
hope i do well!!!!!!!!!

and hope everyone do well!!!!!!

thinking of u at
7:43 pm



wth...
another dae on mc
cannot go skl
walao...
my back is cracking from too much sleep
and i got 6 medicine of diff colour to eat lorx
eat till vomit also cannot finish lorx
and tmr go dental le den go skl coz they taking class photo
todae miss co... sianz

2 more days~~

p.s: syl wanna watch together with me???

thinking of u at
1:36 pm



hmm
like no one's blog announce our big date
or rather my death date
10 Feb 2006--- the date our O's result release
my god... only 3 days away le...
me todae on MC again liaoz
hope i can go skl tmr since i thurs cannot go again
this week me anti-sa sia
budden todae like quite alot of pj ppl wanna go my skl...
dono y...
ok... don tok le... muz eat medicine le...
bye~~
hope to cya guys soon on fri bahz

thinking of u at
1:33 pm



hmm...
todae me on mc so keep on reading blogs of others
like my cousins' one tt i took on the family dinner
and the jia-lor-mee wan....
haiz... realise tt i sae alot of things wrong...
hmm muz apologise to him but cannot let him noe i noe his blog
or else he won write abt him er-hem liaoz
hehe... me still gossip queen aft all
haiz.... when is O's coming out...
so qi dai yet veri pa...
feel like buying a cd so anione got good cd to recommend
and i wanna watch "I not stupid too" and "memoirs of the geisha"
got ani kind souls which haven watch de wanna watch with me???
haha.......

thinking of u at
11:52 am

The Keys to Your Heart

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You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major! Philosophy 100% Psychology 100% Anthropology 92% Biology 83% Theater 83% Journalism 83% Sociology 83% Engineering 83% Mathematics 75% English 67% Chemistry 67% Linguistics 50% Art 42% Dance 33% What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com

hmm.... so i can psychology aft all but biology also ok lehz... haha... and i cannot dance or do art...
but i gotta do tie breaker for the last two sia... hehe

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At least u won be eaten wad.... haha... i prefer to die my natural causes though coz donid to pay medical bills wad... muchahah

thinking of u at
11:48 pm



hmm...
seemed like since i enter jc my entries have reduced to once every week...
but i am reallie damn busy and sleeping seems so lacking le...
this is a damn busy week lorx...
mon is chu er and i slept at home read storybook....
den tues went out to kam hse
n co ppl....
wed got co till veri late
thurs went for family gathering... haha... damn fun and change contact with cousins too!!!
fri went co steamboat but poor me is damn sick lorx...
todae actually got orientation n rich pon...
but in the end cancelled coz ppl don wanna go...
feel so sad lorx
though i like co but the bonding is not there....
but we plae bball and captains ball
and later went jia-lor-mee ( co president) hse to plae mahjong
haiz...
and i afraid to get results...
not afraid of bad result except for dreaming tt my eng will fail lahz...
but afraid tt my bond with saco is so strong tt i won bear to leave them...
haiz... y muz a person make so mani choices
the more choices we take the more resposibility we shld take up
so damn irritating and i hate it
decided to take bio le since i wanna go to science course
and i muz work hard or else i cannot go to the course i want in the future liaoz
muz study aft first 3 mth!!!

thinking of u at
11:10 pm